4/03/2013
They say if you write about your grief, it heals faster. I
have written a lot, just like you I love to express my thought through writing, I remember, we found
some of your amazing poems with your beautiful hand writing, beautifully
written daddy. Beautifully written. If I could write to you and tell you how
much I hurt daily, it won’t help much, you know why? Because I guess you know
that already dad.
This life is pointless dad, because if I could wake up
someday and someone like you would be gone, then what is the point of these
struggles, it all seems pointless to me.
You know we have this horrible ache in our heart that we
have tried so hard to keep and not make it so obvious, to say I miss you
everyday is not just mere words, it is the only thing I can think about, now I
sit at my table and I remember the day your calls came in and you told me Seyi
Olaleye- I saw your name in the papers and when I told my friends they were
surprised you saw my name because of the long list ,it just show your
dedication to the success of your children .You loved us dad, and you proved
that in a lot of ways.
The evil people came at some point and they tried all they
could to turn you against us, but because you had a conscience you couldn’t
,although those were your low moments and I struggled to forgive you, all the
same the love I have for you wont let me stay angry at you for long, you were a
true rare gem, so that why your departure makes it almost impossible to breath sometimes,
sometimes I imagine you alone on the other side, because we are your family,
and you are no longer with us, but I pray that you are with Jesus now, because
that is your real family, He is the one who truly loves you even more than we
do, so I take great consolation in the fact that you are part of his angels
now, doing far greater good than you did while on earth, I can only imagine how
good you will feel singing with the angels.
So sing on daddy till we meet to part no more at the feet of
Jesus our Lord. Love you forever
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